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What I am thinking about. Revelation: English is kind of empty for me. I lament my loss of other languages since I got here. I suppose it’s partially my fault, for not keeping up, listening to more music, perhaps watching some dramas…What a shame, I suppose I’ll just have to try harder to speak non-English while I’m home for a measly two weeks.
Anyways, what I should be doing is studying for Econ and HR tomorrow. Stats was this morning…wasn’t too bad, just a little long. Applied is on Monday, geez, drag it on, why don’t we. I suppose it’s time to get off tumblr and get my ass out of my room because I can’t seem to be productive here. Psychological? Perhaps. It’s never been a habit to actually do work in my room. My room is a place to come home at night and sleep, always has, probably always will be.
Carly’s wall is now blank. It’s quite unsettling every time I look over. :/ Good luck on the rest of finals everyone!!!!!
♥yifen
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So I just realized something a little disturbing: I haven’t taken pictures in a while…..like, of other things, of random things, of my friends doing stupid things, of…anything, really.
But anyways, about pictures. I was looking through my brother’s jr. prom pics and omggg they are so glorious hahaha because they’re real smiles and not fake picture smiles. And that’s awesome. Because it shows you’re human (omg my non-sleeping insanely-smart naked-keyboard-using athletic brother is not a cyborg??? lol jkkkk).
So when’s the last time you smiled a non-tired-resigned-fake smile and someone caught it on camera? Kind of miss catching people smile in photos…But of course it’s actually time to DO MY WRITING ASSIGNMENT SO I CAN WAKE UP FOR 8AM TOMORROW. kbyee.
♥yifen
Painted nails
It’s been weird, breaking a habit of three years: not having my nails painted. But I guess now it’s kind of a past time, something I do when I read textbooks, take a break every couple pages to paint the next coat. Yet somehow when I look down, it’s almost surprising, like I’m seeing someone else’s hands. Sure it’s pretty and fun, but kind of….alarming.
Ok change of topic HAHAHAAH I JUST GOT AMUSED. In Andy’s words, “You gonna be auntie soon” lollll I am amused. and really really really tempted to go creeping. Can’t wait until picturesssss lulz.
Oh god I’m supposed to wake up early tomorrow, if not for myself, then for Carly haha. Night!
♥yifen
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Showers.
I love showers. When I was little I’m pretty sure I’ve told my mother that I either wanted to live in 1) the pool or 2) my shower. Unfortunately at home my shower would run out of hot water in like 20 minutes. Fortunately for me, NYU showers seemingly never run out of hot water, letting me entertain the thought that I can actually stay in there forever basking in the steam, not a care in the world letting that stress and excess thought ooze out of your pores. Isn’t it great? Of course the other side is that staying in the shower too long eventually turns into a form of procrastination….but it’s totally worth it. Even though personally I would never take a shower in the middle of the day unless I had a reason to, here’s a thought: “Freakin’ out? GO TAKE A SHOWER.” :) Good night!
♥yifen
I really want 奶茶 but instead
I ate that orange. Thoughts? PEELING ORANGES IS REALLY FUN :D It smells nice. :)
For class we have to watch a vid. and Blue Valentines is on the list…how appropriate. Haven’t seen it yet, but hopefully my friends will watch it with me and….possibly turn it into a comedy….ok I don’t really have to watch it there are other movies on the list but the one I really want to see isn’t available at the library GG.
Networking event today! So conflicted as to whether or not I want to go because 1) you can….network, duh, but 2) takes effort to dress nice and compose yourself haha. But does it really? Recently (lol not recently, more like for a long time) I’ve been thinking “who is me.” And of course there are many sides to a person but what happens when they fight hahahah. Well I won’t continue this because it’ll turn into some nonsensical thing.
»>Random thought of the day (not really random) I WANT GOOD PMT AND I MISS 梦咖啡 . Like. Epically. :<
I was going to do homework but it seems like it’s not really getting done. Oops. It’s a nice day outside though :)
♥yifen
Everyone does
their own thing in econ. Gaming taking notes texting chatting passing notes some people even get up and leave lol. How terrible. Clearly I am listening… and posting haha. This will probably become a reocurring thing but right now she’s talking about housing and that’s interesting..kind of not really but I didnt read this chapter yet lol.
So what did I originally want to say? I forgot ^__^
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Change
Over the past week or so I’ve had a couple different talks about change. Well there was this one long talk that kind of made me aware of the topic everywhere else. Thanks for the conversation, by the way, haha.
Anyways, as we all know time moves forward. And for us to keep up with the times, as much as we don’t want to sometimes, we have to be moving forward as well. This is change. But as we change we have to remember to still stay ourselves, if you get what I mean.
I won’t conclude this with a “most importantly” because I can’t claim to know what’s “most” important. But! Something quite important is this: Feel free to give in to change, but never forget. :) Because it is the past that teaches and shows us things, and makes us who we are, no?
♥yifen
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There are things
I want to say but can’t seem to articulate. Words don’t come out right somehow. How do writers do it.
♥yifen
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Couldn’t it have stayed Thanksgiving forever haha. I don’t want to do work.
♥yifen
My memory is quite terrible,
but some things I will never forget. Even if I don’t act like it, I still remember. So it’s ok. I choose to put some things in the back of my mind for a reason.
♥yifen
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